Uncle ben quoted: "With great power comes great responsibiliy"... As if a have supernatural powers as spiderman. Its the first day of the week and i feel tired. On the past few days i've been aked by friends to run for a position in the ECE society. At first i though it was cool but i've learned that it wasn't. I really wanted to be in th position but the poblem is that i don't know how to deal with those in the department itself (the faculty members and their insensitive department head).

I've thought of not running for the position when this happened:

   -last friday i was i the department head's office asking him to approve my letter of invitation for the seminar. He was in good mood so i have not had any problem with him until this girl(I think she's in 3rd year went inside the office). The girl asked the department head:"Nanjan po ba si sir ________?". I thought it was ok to ask until the department head mummured "gawin ba nman akong information table?" At first i thought if i was in his shoes and some student asked me if another's professor is in the office i would answer bak politely not minding my position as the head of the Office... Maxado kc mataas ego ng ?#$t>>>ng department head namen! It did not end there yet. The girl asked another question:"Sir bat po kayo absent samin?" The dept. head answered back:"Anong schedule nyo?". The girl said:"Saturday po (if i'm nor mistaken saturday nga). Then the worst answer came from the deaprtment head's improperly bred mouth:"My seminat akong pinuntahan, bket masama bang umabsent?" Then he murmured, "Ibagsak kita jan eh". Tama ba nman un????? What kind of instructor is he? Naging prof ko na rin dati ang shit na un and madalas nga xa absent... Madami daw ginagawa!!! Kahit ako minsan gusto ko nga xa tanungin kung bakit xa madalas na absent... I was DISSED lalo na nung narinig ko ung replies ni SIR sa mga tanong nung girl... I've thought that i'f i'll be in the position eh mahihirapan akong makatrabaho xa!

The second incident happened minutes earlier:

   -I went to his to ask him to sign my letter and i saw him from the glass of the door. I went inside and greeted him "Good afternoon" (I though he was just watching the television) and his reply got from my nerves straight to my brain! "Hindi mo ba nakita na kumakain ako? hindi ba dapat pag magpapapirma ng letter tingnan mo muna kung kumakain pa. I can't utter a single word (ok lang sana pagalitan ako eh kung ng reply back man lng sana xa ng maganda sa "good afternoon" ko!). I said i'm sorry sir. and i left the office...

Who would want to work with someone like him? Hirap i approach ng office nya and the fact the may office nman xa e madalas wala xa dun!!!

It was until that moment that i;ve finally decided that i have no interest in working with someone like them(ECE fuckulty!)...

It was so dissapointing. He, being the head of the office... D xa approachable!!! BEWARE!!!!

(Best acting in the 5th installment of Harry Potter - Kudos to Helena Bonham carter a.k.a.Bellatrix Lestrange)

Last Movie I saw : Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Directed by: David yates

Ratings : ********************************************(Gazillion Stars!) Haha

Review: The Harry Potter series gets better and better. Kudos to helena bonham carter (bellatrix lestrange) her acting was the best. the Order of the phoenix is by far the best harry potter movie. The dialogue and the body language of the casts fits the character.. At first i thought the best scene was the fight between dumbledore's army and the death eaters but the fight scenes gets better when the Order of the Phoenix arrived. Overall, the best scene is the battle between dumbledore and Voldemort. There's more action in this movie just enough to prepare the viewers for the drama that will unfold in the Harry Potter and the Half Bood Prince... can't wait!

The 6th Installment of the harry Potter series is set to be released November 2008...

Book 7 To be released next week, July 21, 2007.

STOLEN by DASHBOARD CONFESSONAL

You watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season
Fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liqour and
Cloudy eye
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor, we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams are sure
And we all will sleep well
We'll sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

if i'm not mistaken, i was in third year highschool when i had a nightmare. Actually it wasn't a nightmare but more of an unimagined thing that may happen in reality. I just can't beleive that i've dreamt of having a 7 year old kid with her.

She's one of my closest friend and we've been close friends for like 9 years now but i've known her since elementary. Since i only treat her as a friend, i have thought of my dream as an unimaginable dream that MAY NOT happen in reality. I know and so as my other friends know that i have a crush with her but i never let myself be any closer to her than that of a friend. I always have a thought of that dream and sometimes wonder what would happen if it happens for real. Imagine that...

Lat night i had a nightmare. I guess it was the right description coz my cousin says i was crying (she woke me up coz she heard me crying over the other room). my friend was getting married to her boyfriend( yes she has a boyfriend now). I was crying for what reason??? am i envious of her boyfriend??? in my dream i wasn't informed that she's getting married. i went to the church but the door was closed. i was there when 2 of her closest friends arrived and told me that hey we're not informed whe was about to get married. That is all i can remember but i know that it was just part of the story...

 I know i like her very much but i just didn't let myself get closer with her. When i woke up i cant get the picture out of my mind. I mean it i am jealous - from the moment i knew she already have a boyfriend and up to this moment...

School's starting to suck... I mean it... I've been contemplating on severral things about school matters these past few days and realized that school sucks most of the time. It has been 3 weeks since we started class and the tension is starting to build up through and through. Was it the tenstion that makes me feel indifferent? Yes, i typed the right word to describe it - I feel indifferent. I dont belong to where i am right now. I'm not that good in school and i know this but the people around me think of it the other way. They might not look up to me but they always had me on top of the list on being a good student who studies all the shit and crap the professor told us to study. As the weeks passed, i'm stating to realize that i'm not the same person as i am before... THis kind of feeling really sucks and i mean it. I'm starting get bored with all the engineering stuff as much as before and i'm starting to like  (again) the things i used to like before. Arts and literature, music and all the stuff that goes with it. Its like yin and yang since most people i know who loves math isn't that good in arts - the thing  i am most inclined with... Can't i do both???

By the way, i'm stating to learn playing the guitar. I know how to play the piano and i find playing the guitar harder but i'm having fun with it. I still haver more to learn but i'm catching up pretty fast. hehe 

I'm bum... there's nothing in my thoughts right now and i'm plainly bored... I was in school earlier but i was late so i didn't even bother attending a 3 hour class ( i was 1 1/2 hours late)... and now, i've decided to start editing my blog. I removed some of the picures and headers and changed my profile section... may some other time, i'll change its design and background as well. yill next time. i'm thoughtless for the moment...

By the way, just so u know andi manzano of magic 89.9 (the morning show:good time with mo) won as the new mtv vj in the bi annual mtv vy hunt... CONGRATZ!!! D sayang ang boto ko... hehe... That contest was the first relality show i texted in... hehe ;)

It's my second blog entry for this day and this time i'll try to make posting a blog entry a habit. It's just that my mind is being pre occupied by many things and most of it spoils at the back of my brain... heheheh... I'll make use of this blog to tell of my feelings kc mejo emotional ako ngaun. This is kind of cheezy but on my background is the music of nsync, bsb, spice girls, mel c, aqua, savage garden, ung mga songs n ng hit nun late 90's(dba ang cheezy)... try listenibg to one of the songs of these artist and you'll surely have a story to tell... Music has been my inspiration eversince. Basta in the mood ako for a song ok na ok na ako! (i'll try to change the layout of my blog some otehr time...

It has been a long time since i last posted an article or ahything in my blog... it's just that i've been busy with a lot of things... School, friends, and other personal stuff. I've been reminiscin on what i did ang on what i've done wrong(drama noh). Summer has eneded and i;ve been asked a lot of times the ONE MILLION PESO QUESTION:graduate ka na ba?.. Honestly, it is very frustrating and intimidating(but not quite) to hear this question. Most of my friends took up nursing and thy've already graduated. Saya nila noh??? hehehe... babawi n lng ako sa kanila... Maybe 3 weeks from now i'll ask them a question that could determine their future career: PASADO KA NA BA NG BOARD EXAM??? HAHAHA!!!